" Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we’re here we should dance. "

zouked with vivian for the first time HAHAHA crazy girl! when going home that time, calvin walked in front to get a cab..then i heard randall suddenly shouted BASTARD so i turned and saw calvin just got into the cab with a random girl and left HAHAHAHA WTS!

reached home at 5 plus and fell asleep on the sofa..woke up in shock again HAHAHAHA and suddenly rmb i am meeting melissa they all at 9..so grabbed my bag and shades and rushed out of the house without even washing my face..

i almost died.

reached her house when i am still high and fell asleep on the bed while she was bathing..then hsinning and weiling reached YAY TO FULL FORCE DAY HAHAHA that 2 hours was so awesome even though we did nothing and half of the time i am sleeping..going to melissa school next week after i finished my presentation!

then back home and continue doing project hai..but me and my mum super want to go out HAHAHA so i told her okay lets just go i will bring my iPad and type in some words occasionally to show that i am always online and still doing work HAHAHAHA damn jian but this decision made me found the best buy in 10 years HAHAHA was so excited about the zara shorts that i sent in the group and asked if anybody wants..i got 3 I WANT HAHAHA so bought 4 of the same shorts..the girl at the cashier asked me twice “all these is you want one right?” whats so surprise i just like to buy shorts of the same design cannot ah HAHAHAHA

project meeting and probably caden meeting again tomorrow..i bet 5 or 4 or at least 3 of us will be seeing each other for consecutive 5 days again next week..

" Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them. "
" I like missing you so hard because it makes me feel strongly that you are not a dream, you are real, you are living, and I’ll meet you again. "

spent the entire day in tiger office arghhhh at least it was very productive..3 more days to our presentation but we are totally unprepared. only left office at 8 plus and met caden at changi city point for dinner after his flight..all of us were damn tired and sleepy me and zhihong even fell a sleep while waiting for him..after dinner we all sat there and just stone HAHAHA everyone wants to drink but we all know we shouldn’t because i have been seeing those guys for consecutively 4 days alr and EVERY night we will have 1 tower HAHAHA and because it will be expensive for caden to cab home..so all of us just sat there and not making any decision..we were so bored that all of us started doing melissa’s maths question.. after 1 hour, caden suddenly said okay lah lets kia finish 1 tower then go home..then all of us stood up together synchronously HAHAHA!

in the end 1 tower is not enough at all..just felt so empty after the last glass HAHAHA so we ordered the second tower..by then its already 11pm so if we stay any longer caden would need to cab home..hai only if he stays in the east side too..then i made a huge decision in my life HAHAHA i called my mum with my most sober way of speaking and asked if caden can sleep on the sofa for the night..my mum is damn nice hahahaha she said yeah its fine awwww! and since we’ve already settled him we ordered the third tower..got so drunk that i puked twice in changi city point HAHAHA but it was an awesome night laughed so much they are a bunch of really retarded friends..

then got home and cooked maggi mee hahaha 2 of us finished 4 packets as usual and a lot of snacks with a bottle of white wine HAHAHAHA so i puked again at home..had some serious htht with him and he suddenly asked me zhihong doesnt like janelle right? was so shocked that he’s observant enough coz according to him he thinks the way zhihong treat me is quite different from the way he treat janelle..hahaha and he thinks he can click with zhihong and me very well but he and janelle just different frequency HAHAHA i didn’t know that all along i thought 3 of us are exactly the same..oh well maybe i am wrong again..

then i think i went onto the sofa to take away all the cushions to make it more spacious but i just knocked out on the sofa..woke up at 7am in shock to see caden sleeping on the floor omg..then i immediately pulled him up waa felt super bad!! went into the kitchen and realized he washed all the pots and bowls (even the ones i used 2 days ago but was too lazy to wash) and had cleaned up everything..this one really a around of applause for him HAHAHA i think he’s guy not only nice but radiating the vibe to influence people around him to be nice too..aiya but anyway the 3 guys in this clique all damn nice so i think even its jeremy stayed over he would probably do the same thing also lah..

woke up early in the morning and did some of my project stuff..then off to orchard to meet caden coz apparently we were the only 2 free..and OMG i had so much today hahahahahahahaha he told me a lot of dark side stories in his life waa seriously at that moment i really felt we are besties alr HAHAHA..they all kept saying in this group everyone is fucked up in their own way HAHAHA now i know who is the leader..what surprised me is that me and him have exactly the same mind set like really EXACTLY THE SAME..basically because me him and janelle are Aries people so 3/5 are the same kind..this group is doomed HAHAHA! he’s really a nice guy lah at least responsible enough and not hiding about it..

i think people are always like that, if you like that particular person, no matter what he/she does you will still like them..same as mel wl hn no matter what kind of horrible thing they do i just won’t judge.. 

helped him chose 2 formal shirts for his friend’s wedding and met up with hsinning for a while..HAHA we spent all the time she had in zara! bought 2 dresses and 2 bottoms all at $11.90 pinched my face to realized its really that cheap HAHAHA!

then janelle finally woke up like after forever HAHA had dinner at 18 chefs together and went cuppage for a drink..Caden kept saying he got the feeling tonight will see familiar faces lol in the end we really met Nathaniel and his friends there hahahaha!

poor thing still got 3 sectors flight tmr i promised to fetch him with a board written “CADEN” HAHAHAHA